walked away

Warm tears rolled down my face,
across my cold cheek,
a lump in my throat appears.
I don't want this!
you yelled at me,
I just want what's best for you,
why don't you? I ask in a puzzled way.
it's too hard, it's too much,
I just can't live up to it... quietly you said.
You don't have to, just do your best!
I know, you know
this is true.
I love you, and I want to be with you forever!
I don't just want you here, I want you there.
After this... I want you always!
You're my best friend.
I can't do this, it's too hard... you whispered as you walked away.